feelings that are touching the "ground"

I duno what happen, but im jus feeling so low rite now. But theres really nothing bad happening to me. Perhaps its PMS. Im still a ger afterall. haha! I jus login to my IB and i realise that my freaking pay is NOT even in my ledger balance!!! I tink tis makes me 100x more pek chek than i was 10mins ago. damn. im jus so gonna stare at my computer screen till 12am. So that i can chk if the pay is in. Im so freaking broke, so pls DO NOT play tricks on me at this point of time.

Shit. I jus wish theres something happy that will happen to me now. I really hate to feel it this way. This has really been a tiring mth. 1st, its a long long mth. 2nd, work has been so damn hectic. 3rd, i duno.. its still work has been so hectic. ha! I'll be finishing work at 3pm tmr. i shd feel great abt it, but im not. Im on leave this fri n i shd feel great abt it, but im not. My brother's wedding is coming, and i shd feel excited abt it, but im not. my gf is getting a new bag herself, n i shd b happy coz tt wil save me quite alot, but im not.

I tink im such a pest to kp bothering my gf for how lousy im feeling nw. i ought to be shot. Someone, come blow me up rite here in my head wif a bazooka! I wish i dun hv high expectations. I duno wats got into me n im just lik a chg person overnite. I used to be so contented wif wat i hv and everyting. But nw i tink wat i hv is really nothing. Expecting so much will only make me feel more dissapointed and less motivated in everything that i do. Damn. I tink i just wana go to the beach now and scream out loud. Oh yes, den somebody wil jus be lik shouting bk at me "SHUT UP LAH!". Singapore's beach sux. Its not even quiet n romantic. Tonnes of ppl camping der in their portable tents by the beach. Wa lau, dun even hv a gd place for me to scream my heart out. Argghh......

24mins more to go before logging into my IB again.... i hope i wil feel better by den.

Just in case you duno how down m i now... i look exactly lik him now....

I know these pic were taken quite some time ago when Paris just got released from the prison.. but i love her Chanel clutch bag! It's sooo PREETY!
Someday it'll be mine.....

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This is wat my gf made for my laptop wallpaper.. All i did was, tell her the shade of pink i like... and this is the outcome! She's such a genius!

It's as if she can read my mind...it's exactly wat i want! she even added my fav dalkis in.. Aww darling thanz so much! I love my wallpaper now... haaa

My gf was craving for crabby meal day. She simply cant stop thinking abt it day and night, even in her dreams.. So here we at at Toa Payoh enjoying our crab yest...

Totally satisfying!

Sat Evon & I had a gers day out! haha we went shopping and did manicure/pedicure together. Sometimes it's good not to have the boys ard so dat we can shop all day long w/o being nag at. haaa! Anyway the boys joined us after our manicure session.
We headed down to Toca me after a torturing dinner at this hk restaurant at bugis junction dat served super oily food...

Oh ya Evon congratz!!!! i noe it's not 100% confirm yet but i am sure u'll make it thr... i mean it's difficult to fail health check rite? haha so happy for ya! I duno if it's coincidence or not.. but i reckon it works for u!..good luck is coming your way. i hope mine will work too... I also need some good luck :)

Oh ya there is this place i have to blog abt... Peperoni pizza! The pizza crust is really thin... unlike those at pizza hut... The finger food were fine but the pizza was fabulousssss. Juz that the place were filled with ang mo.... which i dun really lk.. haha as they can be quite noisy sometimes esp the kids.. other den tat it's really a great place to have pizza...

Anyway it's located at Bukit Timah..cant really remember the address... haha frens who are interested can text my gf for the address.

*36 days to our Taipei trip*

Happy 80th Bdae Granny!

Went Ah Yat Abalone Seafood Restaurant at Turf City yesterday to celebrate my granny's 80th bdae. You can really see the glow on her face when everybody turn up. All her children and grandchildren crowding ard her, queing up to give her Ang Baos. I guess gathering like this really mk an elderly v v happy. Though to me, it was kinda boring coz i dun get to mit my gf. But i guess tis giv me a chance to catch up wif my cousins abit. Singing ktv together in the room brings bk memories when we were young. We used to be kids running around the place. And now we r all grown ups, working, some r even married and approaching parenthood really soon. didn't brought my cam along so theres no pics to furnish with.

Attended one of my Primary school classmate's wedding last week. It was held at Conrad. So she's the 2nd one in the group to get married. So whos next? Will Yve be the next to tie the knot?! hahaha! Lets wait n see.



Anyway ive got my room almost done up. Except that ive yet to fixed up the lamp cover and to hang the decoratives on the wall. I bought a HP Pavillion A1597D that comes wif a 19'' LCD! n tis is so super shoik. They even come wif a remote control for the PC so that i can lie on my bed n watch DVDs! All i need is a bathroom in my room n i can coop myself in here 24hrs a day. Eh.. maybe not 24hrs unless i can keep my gf in my room too!



It seems like my next few mths r pretty much occupied and interesting programs! Some are P&C so i shan't disclose it here. It will be my brother's wedding next mth and i guess im quite prepared for it. Went to tailormade a shirt downstairs my office. The staffs there are really frenly. So i just hope that the shirt will turn out to b gd. Will be collecting it end of tis month. Oh and yes we r goin to Taiwan in december! The trip is more or less confirm. or shd i say its CONFIRM unless there are unforseen circumstances! Woah! Taiwan here i come! So nw we wil be bz planning the itinery for our trip. Do drop us some suggestions in our comment box!

I love photoshop and i guess thats like one of the programs that i can't have it missing in my com. Photoshop can do wonder! I made a new wallppr wif my name n i tink its really cool!



Its planning taiwan trip time! Baby's gonna come out from here bath soon. So i better end here!

The day we made cuppy cakes

Tml is Kodomo's day! so happy kodomo's day to all the kids out there. Haa i rem i used to have sooo many presents when i was in pri sch. Darling do i have present this yr too? :)

Our tix to Taipei is finally confirmed!! We will be taking SQ instead of budget air... Though the tixs are a little pricey, i reckon it's all worth it. Y torture ourselves ya? 4-5hrs flight with no entertainment and crampy seat is no joke.. hee.. HELLO TAIPEI!!

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*Here's the update, lots of pic uploaded!*

Last sat we attended cupcakes making class @ Shermay's cooking school. *sch fees is proudly sponsored by the Jaz's foundation fund* haaa


We've been looking forward for the class with anticipation and we r finally here.. !



This is how the sch looks lk....













These cupcakes were made by my baby


These was made my moi! haaa

The day we went Ikea @ Tampines. Cos my gf wanna look for new tables and drawer. She refused to buy me the rabbit & frog, instead she bought me a blue throw rag..So i can be Linus.haa!

Yest we were at Darren house celebrating her birthday. Happy birthday Darren!!

Desserts @ Canele not only look good but taste fabulous as well!

Love is in the air ~~

I guess ive been rather lazy lately. Other than working, completing my bro's gf's website for her online shopping boutique, i'll just be lazing on my bed. Nothing fufiling these few weeks, but i guess there are more to come...

Yes, my brother is getting married in Nov and i'll be a Aunt soon! hahaha! I truly doesn't like that! My brother has got together with his gf for about 12 yrs? Or even longer i guess. So its really time that they settle down. Im so excited about his wedding, ive nv experience wedding in my own family before and this is the first. He's going to hold his wedding at Marina Mandarin and we've went down to look at the ballroom, its huge! Im sure its gonna be the best wedding i'll ever attend, other than my own. hahaha!

Darling and me went for the agnes b closed door sale. dun really have chance to take pics, coz i was busy eating and she was busy buying things. We collected 2 sets for goodie bag as well!

Man, the food was delicious! Yummy!

One of the stuff that she bought.

Was shopping for Lao Po Bing yesterday at Ngee Ann City

We went to have a feast at Honjin Jap Restaurant few weeks back at Chow House. I love the jap buffet there. The sashimi is thick and fresh, tempura is really crispy and they're serve pipping hot upon ordering. It really worth the money!

The layout of this authentic jap restaurant

Us at Honjin

We are kinda bz lately, will be back blogging soon!



I heart Kate Nash's foundations! i listen to it on my ipod a million times a day. haaa! Cya

I can talk nonstop..

Last week i dropped by H's place to get e present she got 4 me from Japan and we end up spending the next 3days at her place talking, gossiping nonstop. I'm really amazed by our stamina man! haha if u tot we did not meet/talk to each other for a long time? we actually happen to call each other up abt twice to thrice a week to chit chat, yet we wont run outta things to say... Oh did i 4get to mention dat we r neighbours too!...I reckon we can talk part in some talk nonstop contest.haa...

Anyway i juz went http://www.sistic.com/ to check out the tickets for Prague Sinfonia Orchestra. Guess wat? they only left 2nd level circle seat for Cat 2! Even Cat 1 which cost $250 per seat left limited seats. Wat should i do? i cant afford Cat 1 tix... perhaps i shall take the Cat 4 ticket.... Arghzz.. sigh... ermm.. watever.. Black Eyed Peas is coming too.. great! i cant go cos i so so bloody broke...



Yeah yeah yeah...We caught the movie 881 too. Nothing so yeah abt the movie. Though everybody seems to love it so much (even my gf and her mum love it) but I dun! Half of the time i was bz reading the subtitles... It's neither funny nor touching. I would say...there r even more touching movies ard. Well it's juz not my type of movie. License to wed was much a better show.

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Last week Darren & my gf planned this " secret trip" to marina south for the fireworks.

Before heading off to marina south we had tao bao Carl's Jr for dinner.

Look at the onion rings... haaa This is wat i call humungous!

We managed to find a good spot... unblock view.. hee

Some random pics we took in town 2weeks ago.....

Dinner at Baker's Inn Paragon.

Baby posing with her new a/x sweater frm me for our 4th yr anni.

Haa i duno when was this taken.. it was quite some time ago i reckon. We were at East Coast roller blading with Evon and Darren. And dinner had at Long Beach.

Random updates

Have jus fin 2 pprs, and finally ive got time to come online, n finishing up the rest of my brother's gf's website for her online shopping mall. haha! Im finding time to fin up watching the 9pm show on mobtv and some taiwanese variety show on crunchyroll. But i only have these few hrs on a Sunday evening to accomplish so many things before ive to hit the bed.

Anyways, met up wif the boys to catch the fireworks last nite. It was really spectacular. I guess the 1 hr waiting time was worthwhile. And thanx to Darren, who manage to find a really gd view to catch all these. When we reached der abt 8pm, it was stil rather empty, with quite a few available parking lots. As the time passed, there were more cars and more ppl. So by 9pm, the whole road were packed with people and cars, and that jus show hw boring Singapore is. Coz everybody wouldn't mind waiting for hrs, squeezing wif one another, jus to catch that 15mins of fireworks. So it was supper at out usual HK cafe. And i strongly tink that we nd to hv a new supper hang out, coz im sick n tired of the food der. haha! And we will jus end up watching tv der!

Ok i dun hv any pics to upload coz they're all in my gf's cam. So i'll hv to leave the uploading of the pics to her.. Can't wait for nx fri to come, wher we can hv another gathering at Darren's house again.

Sept is coming and we r going to attend this one day cupcakes lesson at Shermay's cooking class! I love new activities like that where i can njoy myself, n kp my gf company as well!!

{Secret}

On national day eve we met Darren, Evon, Joe and Charmaine to watch the Secret. I reckon it's the 1st time the 6 of us watch movie after so many yrs ya? Before heading to the cathay to catch our movie at 1.05am, Darren drove us to the airport to pick Evon up.



It's close to 1am, dat explains y the boys looked so sleepy. But not the girls! haahah esp Evon. She juz had a long flight and looked so radiant.




The secret is a simple yet beautiful high school love story but w an unexpected ending. I love to see Jay playing esp pieces such as Chopin Etude Op 5 No. 10.. So impressive.....


Oh if u ask me who is my fav in the movie... IT HAS TO BE THE CD GUY WITH THE BLUR AND OILY SPECS. haaaaaaaaaaaa!!! the sight of him makes me wannna laff. haaaa!!


I cant wait for the movie sountrack to be out...

Our 4th year Anniversary

Our anniversary was spent at Prego. And my gf surprised me with a bouquet of sunflowers! i wasnt expecting the flowers as she has spent alot on my present. Awww~~
Anyway i am not good at words... i shall let the pics do the talking..

I lurvee the food~~...esp the tiramisu

My anniversary gift from baby.. a tiff & co necklace. Sweet~~

And she got a A/X sweater frm me.

It wasnt abt the gift or the expensive dinner..
It is you who make my everyday a perfect one.
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The day we went hunting for our anniversary present
My boy looking good in shade and cap
The shopaholic in action....Pearl is my new fav! esp a chanel one... haaa I heart Chanel!
After spending so much last mth... i reckon i wont be goin shopping for next few mths. Booohoo.... i am a shopholic no more...

I wan a baby ger!!

It has been a really bz 2 weeks or shd i say for the nx few weeks as well. Target wasn't met for the pass few mths so i guess its only normal that we gonna work triplely hard now. So ive been working for 12 hrs a day pretty often and i am going to work that long hours for the rest of the month.

My company booked the cinema to have our award presentation at Suntec City. I got my 2nd award and not fogetting the generous voucher that came together with it. I guess this kinda recognition does motivate us at least a bit. Ive been really motivated for the passed one week, and definately not just bcoz of the award. But its someting that my boss had done for me. Whether or not its going to be a success, at least i have gain that fruitful experience and learn someting new. My boss actually told me that even if its not successful this time round, she will not stop trying to help me with other opportunities. Yes i really owe her for this. So ive been working overtime willingly without any complains. haha!

So, our 4th year anniversary is coming. Went for our present hunting yesterday. And im glad that she found something that she like. I'll let her fill up the rest herself. So i shan't blog on that. And as for me, i guess im rather picky, so ive not really finalise on wat i wan yet. And my gf totally can't understand y is it so hard to get presents for me. hahaha!

Ok i have to go lay my hands on my books nw, 2 more papers to clear. And ive wasted my whole afternoon... sleeping. haha! Somebody tell me, wat can be a better way to pass time, other than sleeping?!!? Oh yes, and especially thats the only place that u can see urself becoming a millionaire, or having a hot dance wif fann wong? Oh baby, its jus a dream, dun pull my ear, coz i noe u like fann too! hahaha!

I dreamt that my gf gave birth to a baby ger! And omg she is so cute! She doesn't cry n she'll give that wide smile on her face when she wakes up. I so wana have a baby, n preferbly a ger. My gf says that she will only give birth if she doesn't have to work. Coz she wans to take care of the baby herself and be a good wife and mummy. haha! So now i gotta work extra hard to mk it happen!!

Elephant.... elephant... elephant

Darling can u get me Edison Chen's elephant pls......? it's sooo cute rite? i so wanna get 1 for myself.. Dun get me wrong i am no edison fan.... haa
Anyway i rip these pic frm edison's webby, his shop in causeway bay is really cool.
Cant wait for our hk trip end of the yr.


Sat we went to celebrate Darren & Evon 4th yr anniversary. We had dinner at marina sq and marina mandarin hotel for drinks.....Thanz for inviting us!
I duno y it's full of our pic where this is D & E's anniversary.. hahaha


Congrats us too! Cos our 4th yr is coming soon....

Fri the 13th! it didnt seem to mar our day.. despite the fact dat the baby was sick, she was pretty much in a good mood. Cos she bought me everything i wan! i got the yummy strawberry shortcake in a cup.. and my Linkin Park CD! ok i noe the whole world got their Linkin park cd in May. So wat if i am sooo slow! haha it's better late den nv ya? haa

We were at Zouk on thur for butch hunt. Ok i am 1 of the morons who support e no smoking campaign in clubs. Ya wannna noe y? Cos for the longest time... i can finally breathe in zouk... haaaaaaaaaa... But Afi prefers the smoking crowds cos they numb her from smelling some clubbers with bad body odour. Oh man dat's so totally! i definitely prefer smokers den bad B.O. haaa!

Random pics:

I tot it was funny when our golf instructor passed my gf this rose club. hahaha!! But she seems fine w it. Here is how unglam i look when i'm on the driving range... yeah now u noe... hahaha!

How can i resist to such a sweetie.... hahaa