I duno what happen, but im jus feeling so low rite now. But theres really nothing bad happening to me. Perhaps its PMS. Im still a ger afterall. haha! I jus login to my IB and i realise that my freaking pay is NOT even in my ledger balance!!! I tink tis makes me 100x more pek chek than i was 10mins ago. damn. im jus so gonna stare at my computer screen till 12am. So that i can chk if the pay is in. Im so freaking broke, so pls DO NOT play tricks on me at this point of time.
Shit. I jus wish theres something happy that will happen to me now. I really hate to feel it this way. This has really been a tiring mth. 1st, its a long long mth. 2nd, work has been so damn hectic. 3rd, i duno.. its still work has been so hectic. ha! I'll be finishing work at 3pm tmr. i shd feel great abt it, but im not. Im on leave this fri n i shd feel great abt it, but im not. My brother's wedding is coming, and i shd feel excited abt it, but im not. my gf is getting a new bag herself, n i shd b happy coz tt wil save me quite alot, but im not.
I tink im such a pest to kp bothering my gf for how lousy im feeling nw. i ought to be shot. Someone, come blow me up rite here in my head wif a bazooka! I wish i dun hv high expectations. I duno wats got into me n im just lik a chg person overnite. I used to be so contented wif wat i hv and everyting. But nw i tink wat i hv is really nothing. Expecting so much will only make me feel more dissapointed and less motivated in everything that i do. Damn. I tink i just wana go to the beach now and scream out loud. Oh yes, den somebody wil jus be lik shouting bk at me "SHUT UP LAH!". Singapore's beach sux. Its not even quiet n romantic. Tonnes of ppl camping der in their portable tents by the beach. Wa lau, dun even hv a gd place for me to scream my heart out. Argghh......
24mins more to go before logging into my IB again.... i hope i wil feel better by den.
Shit. I jus wish theres something happy that will happen to me now. I really hate to feel it this way. This has really been a tiring mth. 1st, its a long long mth. 2nd, work has been so damn hectic. 3rd, i duno.. its still work has been so hectic. ha! I'll be finishing work at 3pm tmr. i shd feel great abt it, but im not. Im on leave this fri n i shd feel great abt it, but im not. My brother's wedding is coming, and i shd feel excited abt it, but im not. my gf is getting a new bag herself, n i shd b happy coz tt wil save me quite alot, but im not.
I tink im such a pest to kp bothering my gf for how lousy im feeling nw. i ought to be shot. Someone, come blow me up rite here in my head wif a bazooka! I wish i dun hv high expectations. I duno wats got into me n im just lik a chg person overnite. I used to be so contented wif wat i hv and everyting. But nw i tink wat i hv is really nothing. Expecting so much will only make me feel more dissapointed and less motivated in everything that i do. Damn. I tink i just wana go to the beach now and scream out loud. Oh yes, den somebody wil jus be lik shouting bk at me "SHUT UP LAH!". Singapore's beach sux. Its not even quiet n romantic. Tonnes of ppl camping der in their portable tents by the beach. Wa lau, dun even hv a gd place for me to scream my heart out. Argghh......
24mins more to go before logging into my IB again.... i hope i wil feel better by den.
Just in case you duno how down m i now... i look exactly lik him now....
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