I wish my brothers will ...

It feels gd to slp late on a wed morning. Oh yes im at home online blogging now on a Wed afternoon. Which means im not at work, which oso means im on MC! I love nuaing at home, unfortunately my gf is at work. So im on msn now keeping her company.

I was toking to my mother over lunch just now...

Mum: wat do u wana get for ur brother on his birthday?
Me: give him ang pow loh.
Mum: ohh.. was tinking mayb u can buy him a new wallet. coz the wallet tt u bought him few yrs ago spoil oredi. So long oredi n he still using it.
Me: k loh, den i buy wallet for him.
Mum: Yah if not u giv him money, he wil jus kp . oso wun buy a nice wallet for himself
Me: haha! ok sinz he has grown up, hw abt a leather wallet for him?
Mum: You mus ask him mah.
Me: Wa lau, he oso dun tok. Ask oredi he oso wun answer me....
Mum: sigh...

I really envy ppl who are really close wif their siblings. There are ppl whom ive seen even going out clubbings wif their brothers, shopping wif their sisters... I wish i m as close to my brothers as well. Well i still do tok to my elder bro, but theres realli not much opportunity or topic to tok abt. Sometimes when we r at home, we dun even say a single word to one another, n we'll walk pass one another as if we are transparent. Seriously i dun quite like tis feeling. Sometimes i wish i can tok to my brothers abt my unhappiness at work, about the happy tings that happend to me, or even jus to hv a drink together outside? Or maybe we can go shopping at agnes b together? All these nv happen, n i doubt it wil ever happen. And as for my younger brother, its even worse. I dun even rem when was the laz time i tok to him. Or rather when did we ever hold a proper conversation together. He is always v quiet at home. But when he is outside, i can see him joking wif lik my cousins, aunties, even his frens. However when any of us in the family ask him anyting, he would jus ignore us. I really can't help but to feel tt he hates this family. Or did we do anyting wrong? I really wish we can jus hold a proper conversation, joking and laughing together jus lik hw we were when we were young....

If only i can turn bk time, i would wana be closer to my 2 brothers.....