feelings that are touching the "ground"

I duno what happen, but im jus feeling so low rite now. But theres really nothing bad happening to me. Perhaps its PMS. Im still a ger afterall. haha! I jus login to my IB and i realise that my freaking pay is NOT even in my ledger balance!!! I tink tis makes me 100x more pek chek than i was 10mins ago. damn. im jus so gonna stare at my computer screen till 12am. So that i can chk if the pay is in. Im so freaking broke, so pls DO NOT play tricks on me at this point of time.

Shit. I jus wish theres something happy that will happen to me now. I really hate to feel it this way. This has really been a tiring mth. 1st, its a long long mth. 2nd, work has been so damn hectic. 3rd, i duno.. its still work has been so hectic. ha! I'll be finishing work at 3pm tmr. i shd feel great abt it, but im not. Im on leave this fri n i shd feel great abt it, but im not. My brother's wedding is coming, and i shd feel excited abt it, but im not. my gf is getting a new bag herself, n i shd b happy coz tt wil save me quite alot, but im not.

I tink im such a pest to kp bothering my gf for how lousy im feeling nw. i ought to be shot. Someone, come blow me up rite here in my head wif a bazooka! I wish i dun hv high expectations. I duno wats got into me n im just lik a chg person overnite. I used to be so contented wif wat i hv and everyting. But nw i tink wat i hv is really nothing. Expecting so much will only make me feel more dissapointed and less motivated in everything that i do. Damn. I tink i just wana go to the beach now and scream out loud. Oh yes, den somebody wil jus be lik shouting bk at me "SHUT UP LAH!". Singapore's beach sux. Its not even quiet n romantic. Tonnes of ppl camping der in their portable tents by the beach. Wa lau, dun even hv a gd place for me to scream my heart out. Argghh......

24mins more to go before logging into my IB again.... i hope i wil feel better by den.

Just in case you duno how down m i now... i look exactly lik him now....

I know these pic were taken quite some time ago when Paris just got released from the prison.. but i love her Chanel clutch bag! It's sooo PREETY!
Someday it'll be mine.....

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This is wat my gf made for my laptop wallpaper.. All i did was, tell her the shade of pink i like... and this is the outcome! She's such a genius!

It's as if she can read my mind...it's exactly wat i want! she even added my fav dalkis in.. Aww darling thanz so much! I love my wallpaper now... haaa

My gf was craving for crabby meal day. She simply cant stop thinking abt it day and night, even in her dreams.. So here we at at Toa Payoh enjoying our crab yest...

Totally satisfying!

Sat Evon & I had a gers day out! haha we went shopping and did manicure/pedicure together. Sometimes it's good not to have the boys ard so dat we can shop all day long w/o being nag at. haaa! Anyway the boys joined us after our manicure session.
We headed down to Toca me after a torturing dinner at this hk restaurant at bugis junction dat served super oily food...

Oh ya Evon congratz!!!! i noe it's not 100% confirm yet but i am sure u'll make it thr... i mean it's difficult to fail health check rite? haha so happy for ya! I duno if it's coincidence or not.. but i reckon it works for u!..good luck is coming your way. i hope mine will work too... I also need some good luck :)

Oh ya there is this place i have to blog abt... Peperoni pizza! The pizza crust is really thin... unlike those at pizza hut... The finger food were fine but the pizza was fabulousssss. Juz that the place were filled with ang mo.... which i dun really lk.. haha as they can be quite noisy sometimes esp the kids.. other den tat it's really a great place to have pizza...

Anyway it's located at Bukit Timah..cant really remember the address... haha frens who are interested can text my gf for the address.

*36 days to our Taipei trip*

Happy 80th Bdae Granny!

Went Ah Yat Abalone Seafood Restaurant at Turf City yesterday to celebrate my granny's 80th bdae. You can really see the glow on her face when everybody turn up. All her children and grandchildren crowding ard her, queing up to give her Ang Baos. I guess gathering like this really mk an elderly v v happy. Though to me, it was kinda boring coz i dun get to mit my gf. But i guess tis giv me a chance to catch up wif my cousins abit. Singing ktv together in the room brings bk memories when we were young. We used to be kids running around the place. And now we r all grown ups, working, some r even married and approaching parenthood really soon. didn't brought my cam along so theres no pics to furnish with.

Attended one of my Primary school classmate's wedding last week. It was held at Conrad. So she's the 2nd one in the group to get married. So whos next? Will Yve be the next to tie the knot?! hahaha! Lets wait n see.



Anyway ive got my room almost done up. Except that ive yet to fixed up the lamp cover and to hang the decoratives on the wall. I bought a HP Pavillion A1597D that comes wif a 19'' LCD! n tis is so super shoik. They even come wif a remote control for the PC so that i can lie on my bed n watch DVDs! All i need is a bathroom in my room n i can coop myself in here 24hrs a day. Eh.. maybe not 24hrs unless i can keep my gf in my room too!



It seems like my next few mths r pretty much occupied and interesting programs! Some are P&C so i shan't disclose it here. It will be my brother's wedding next mth and i guess im quite prepared for it. Went to tailormade a shirt downstairs my office. The staffs there are really frenly. So i just hope that the shirt will turn out to b gd. Will be collecting it end of tis month. Oh and yes we r goin to Taiwan in december! The trip is more or less confirm. or shd i say its CONFIRM unless there are unforseen circumstances! Woah! Taiwan here i come! So nw we wil be bz planning the itinery for our trip. Do drop us some suggestions in our comment box!

I love photoshop and i guess thats like one of the programs that i can't have it missing in my com. Photoshop can do wonder! I made a new wallppr wif my name n i tink its really cool!



Its planning taiwan trip time! Baby's gonna come out from here bath soon. So i better end here!